yamneko: (anime)
He was actually super good last night. Their fun didn't end at 11, but they tried to be quiet, and I think it ended like 12/12:30 or something. And there was no crazy drunken anticts so it turned out fine :D

If we can manage a couple more of those without the shitty drunken stuff happening, I might be able to have some trust in him and drinking again.  
yamneko: (anime)
Alright, this weekend isnt a total bust from husband's lack of consideration and respect, but it is feeling pretty rough.

I still need to: Decide on jewelry to wear, to do up or not do up the little witch hat, cut the apples, decide on tights or socks for the outfit.

I think I'm just going to cut the apples up at the event. I have the cheese and grapes all set and ready, but the apples are not done yet; really because I don't want them to brown before getting there. I thought about cutting them up in the morning, but that's still 2-3 hours before they would even be served. Even though I got some lemons, I don't know if it would be fine.

Cutting up the apples at the event.

Socks would require the garter belt or sock glue. Tights are well, tights. I bought some M/L tights in an opaque black. I'm not looking forward to that much pressure overall on my lower abdomen, but the garter glasps will dig into the back of my leg while driving or sitting, and the sock glue, while isnt bad... can hurt after wearing it for a lot of hours. (Not to mention snagging pain) so I will try the tights I haven't even worn yet.

The colors of the outfit are light purple and black. I don't have any light purple ribbon roses though, (or even ribbon for that matter. If I had thought about it more, I could have bought some and tried to make some roses, however if I had planned on making them today, that would have no ended up working). I have some dark purple roses, which I might use with the black ones. They might match my hair? (or I'll end up with 3 different shades or purple, whatever) I still think Im going to do the one or two buns. Which I will put up at the event, so I can actually drive and not strain my neck. (I cant put my head against the rest with buns)

So for Jewelry, I can use the large camero and use it to help pin the blouse to stay up (it likes to slide down in the chest) with maybe the black choker? I got and if I can find both of them, the black wrist cuffs I made last year. I might have some black rose earrings I can use.

I painted my nails in hopes of fitting the color scheme, but I'm feeling like I should have just not bothered. I didn't let them dry enough between coats, so they just keep getting marred.

There was so much I had wanted and needed to get done today, I'm still trying to, but having been up so late with drunk husband is just... infuriating. I had told him I had work the next day, and he totally disregarded it. All the apologies in the world don't make up for the amount of disrepect I've been shown. Repeatedly. I'm trying to not let it ruin the weekend, but I am so tired and kind of don't want to go to the meet, but I'm carpooling with a friend, so I can't bail on her. And I do want to go! But so tired too. So angry this had to happen. Why does it happen when there's stuff I WANT TO DO???

I really think it's time to start some therapy sessions. Single or couples. I don't even know what for, but this is some bullshit.


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