Jun. 13th, 2017

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 I'm really struggling this afternoon to focus and work on something. I'm not sure what it is, but it's just nothing sounds good and I don't feel good getting anything done. I'm kind of just waiting time right now until the vet appointment, but I don't know if I'll be able to really sit down and focus on sewing when I get back.

I kind of feel like, why do anything, no one would pay me for any of it anyway. (I say as an aunt asked to buy a painting I did) 

I'm just going to try and fight this mood. UDFGdf


Jun. 13th, 2017 08:57 pm
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10-12 is coffee and craft
gotta drop off a RX
prolly get lunch at the same time

wash dishes/start dinner 
attempt some draping

I thought my bleeding was ending but this evening (6/13) the back aches picked up and like WHY. I think I have a refill on the estrogen pills and might just get that, because that at least made the bleeding stop and like my body clearly does not work well on this depo shit. I want to not be in pain and bleeding. It's been almost a week already of it starting up again and I thought it was tapering off but GUESS NOT. I have an appointment next month, but still like another 2 months on this shit and all I can imagine she'll do is be like "okay take these pills in the mean time so you arent bleeding/in pain until it's up and move on to this other BC".  i really hate my uterus. 

I feel like I'm gonna be super busy tomorrow. I kind of want to skip out on the coffee crafting, but it's much needed social interaction, and all my other shit this week has been like DR appointments. And I dont have to leave to my friends house right at 7, I can be a bit later than that if I need the extra time for whatever ~.~ 

1:30pm: aw crap! gotta start dinner... i've started flea combat and kind of forgot lol

2:30pm: I have no idea if I'm going to attempt draping or go to anime tonight. This afternoon has pretty much been "fight the fleas" since getting home and being rather hungry from a late lunch, so right now I just want to chill and recover. but Flea battle. 


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